kakak send me this message about how i should be careful just in case i might get nagged when i get home.
tskkk. how asssholic.
i really have no idea whut he wants.
and all we can do now, is just bear with it. 
hoping he'll somehow disappear one day.
 

school tomorrow and im definitely not looking forward to it.
but anyhow, i dont want to break the record of i-havent-pon-school-for-4-weeks-already.
awrighttt. hahaha. 
see me more in schoool people!
hahah. thats so weird, coming from me.


i miss my bestfriend.
always have been. 
cant wait for her to come back and then we can go for a holiday together. like finally.
it better happen cause ive started saving up for it(((:
threeemonthssss. ooohh yeah baby. :D
and during dinner, i suddenly thought of the decade in IJ and i suddenly miss all of those times.
especially the last two years. nothing beats the days i spend with those girls in class and every part of it.
i will always remember.
nat's message woke me up today and i was glad she still remembers me.
hahaha. i was like so shocked balls.
i misss youuu naaatttt.


had dee most amazing outing with boyfriend tonight and i was so over the top by the end of it, i din want to let him go.
hawhaw. how cheesy. 
but i swear i wouldnt replace him for anything else in the world.
he swept me off my feet and i feel like i am actually someone valuable in someone's life.
thank you mohamad shahril. youre the sweeetest ever. (:
officially, its almost 5 months baby, and im still not sick of you. 
and to be exact, its more than 9 months i started dating you. heeehaw.
more to come ayeee. (:

alright gottago.
gooodnight.
byeeee.
(:

this thing's really damn cool luh.
go try it. (:
http://www.crushcalculator.co.za/index.php?choice=crush&checklove=44325288

i feel like mama havent talk to me for a very long time.
maybe i havent seen her for more than 3 hours at any one time.
and shes pissed that i havent been spending time at home. 
grhh. its annoying seeing her pull that black face to both of us. its like shes given up.
i can so tell.
lets hold back, 
wait for a miracle.

i am so drained today i feel like going home to sleep. but then again, home.
today after school i will be home by 7. first time after eons seeing the sunset from home. hawhaw.
home home home, i miss.
: / randommm.

i need new songs in my mp3.
super backdated, im so sick of it.

i wanna take bike licence.
but then its gonna cost millions. ahahah. knowing me and my knowlegde of riding bikes.
and i wont be able to shop and my savings will all be gone.
should i? should i not?

wait till 20th july.
gahhhhh.

sugardadddddy?
rich boyfriend? hahahaha.

sulking faces in the morning.
i swear now i dont find a reason to stay home. even if i wanted to. 
i hate home.
even kakak hates it. and i thank god i have her. the one whom i know will be there even when i dont see her often.
cause we're too caught up with my our own things.
so happy to see her enjoy her birthday celebration. it wasnt whut i expected, but i definitely enjoyed it much. 
greatest company. i will upload pictures when i actually have the time to scan in polaroids.
hawhaw.

went over to boyfriend's and his grandmama was home. 
shes so cute. i get reminded of my own since they look almost alike.
mars said something like, in a relationship the girl tend to be closer to the guy's family then the guy to the girl's and i actually agree with that.
funny how the guy's family can treat you so well and the girl's cant. stewwpid.
i think my parents still live the conservative life.
-_-

went out with mars baby yesterday and met up with alina and mary joy(her roommate) at fish.
thanks alina for the foood though we were quite sick of it.
hahah.
bugis streeet then to boat quay to visit mint and a bottle of beer on her. thanks sweet(:
molly's malone is sucha a cool place and i love the quiet ambience lurr.
went on to the riverside point bridge to meet boyfriend and went home togetherr errr.
missing that child now. pfft.

webcammed with him this morning and we were laughing our ass off at dont know whut.
HAHA! so dumb. i wish my microphone could work. i dont know how to work it luh. annoying.

birthday's in about two months and its scary how time flies superr fast, it feels like it was just yesterday we countdown to 2008.
mars was saying she would get for me anything i want for my birthday and i just have to name it and i'l get it.
hahaha. rich bitch. but shoo shweeet. thanks love. (:


i neeeeed a haircut soon. (bush bush.)
and i got so many things in mind to shop. trust me,when i finally have the money, i wont know whut to get.
hahaha. tskk.

finally cheap shopping this sunday with the shitxnits and i'm quite looking forward to that.
(((:

work tonight and tomorrow and im finally saying im enjoying work with the barfly people.
crazyy workk. 
and 8 hours goes without saying cause we'll be eating away at the ulu side station and talking about stupid things.
i loikeeee. [:



and i love you sweetcheeks. (:

i miss you since the last second you looked into my eyes.
its funny how i feel like he's grown to be a part of me. 
everyday i wake up and the first thing i think about is him. 
and every other minute of the day.
and before i go to sleep i wonder if he's thinking of me too. 
you've become a part of me.
thank you for being my everything, sweetlove. you were the best i could ever ask for.  
 
- - -

i cant believe we share the same thoughts.
its like both sides felt the same, but just din want to share it.
glad we did.







molly and sally. :D

; credits goes to fieeeeeeelove.

 i miss his yummy smell.

 
work was good but i was greeter. and i hate doing greeter though its easy peasy during weeknights. and there's a new kid on the block. her name's izza too. HAHA. izza 1 and izza 2. there goes bryan disturbing us the whole time. even doris ! i swear fish&co is RP infested. even deeban from TSL is in RP too. hahaha. wtheck.
closing supervisors was thee shitsz and we had so much fun in the office bitching about anything and evrything. 
hahaha. awesomee. 

kit the destroyer to my lappie. beat ehhh. she had to pull out my keypads. wah lieww.
i cant believe my mom was even on its side. 
pfft.

in class now and everyone is soo sleeepy and not responding to the faci.
and im here blogging. haha. he spend like 20 minutes on one part of the question? WAH. bull.
keeeel myself. and we're gonna have a PP(professional profiling) briefing later.
upcoming project. so much for RP being slack.
not when youre in year 2. goddamn.

sharifffffff darling, where art thou? i misses youu.


and we all know who he chose in the long run.
he wasnt even yours to begin with.
WHUT leftovers.
deal with it.


take me far away with you baby.

i just love beeeeetching with yanaa.k, cause letting out whut i have t say just feels so greatt.
awesome time yaw. another seeesha date baby?
hawhawkit'spaw.
and school today is borringgggg.
whut sports business. and accounts? gawdd. that is SO secondary school.
hahaha. and the faci is soo irrits. she thinks she's damn cool. just because she's going to mauritius for her honeymoon.
i also can kayy.
hahahah.



i know im backdated but i am so getting a polaroid by this weekend.
boyfriend's accompanying me this sunday. [[[: yay yay yay. 
cant wait for those countless dates. ((:
i love you lurr.
( oh i cant believe i bitch with my boyfriend too. heehaww.)

and he smells so nice, im missing it tonight.

talked to bestfriend two nights ago and she told me she crashed her car! hahaha, that girl is so funny. 
i can imagine the look on her face when she crashed it. 
and then she'll go, "omg. my dad's so gonna kill me. omg omg."
HAHA. love that child to bits.
shes gonna be backk at the end of the year and longer this time.
we're planning on going for a holiday. awesome timee baby.
lets make it happen.
[:

freedom of speech and freedom of choice.
you just din get whut you wanted.
so get over it.

suke hati kau luh,


dont make me hate you.
(tapi aku benci pompuan isap rokok tak tau tarikk. tak mo mcm paham luh. waste of time.)


byee honiess.

  


ooooh. i loike. 
finally the beachdate with deee beetchess.
some of the other pics are at

bapakkauboncet

muke tak lei angs.(face cannot maintain) 
hawhawkit'spaw.

first two days of year 2 pretty dull though i thot it would be much better than first year.
it was nice meeting new people from the same course though all of us were pretty much caught up with our own things.
i swear im already getting bored of school.
tsktsk.
thank god there's the girls. we can make this. (:
7 more weeks to go.
hahaha,

countdowns forever.

it was a stayhome today cause i was too shagged from work last night.
dont think i can do it. like juggle school and work together.
aiyerr. i need time to adapt.
mom's asking me to support myself on my own and that just sucks.
but i'll learn.
learn not to depend on them anymore.
learn how not to take things for granted. 
and learn to love whut we already have.
be grateful and cherish it.

gonna go date with the boyfriend tomorrow.
i lovee. [: he taught me to be a much better person now.
i was pretty messed up back then, not knowing how to think right and do whuts right.
glad i have him. that, im thankful for. (: i love you baby.

cant wait for shariff darling to be done with his assessment. i miss that child. ):
we need to go shoping soooon. another haunt and im sure am excited for it. 
we leetches need time out from whutever we're doing just to chill.
haha, that applies for mas too.
stop working so much at fish! hahaha. we gotta go out before you start school. hawhaw.

 

the workaholic wasnt so workaholic anymore. she fell ill on the second hardcore day after working. and left with another two more hardcore days. wahahaha. yes i fell sick on friday which means going to the iehkwjehfkjugfj doc's and wasting 46 freaking bucks on it. i swear that was utterly crazyy cause i've never spend that much each time i visit the doc. aiyer as long as im fine now, then its okay!
hahaha. and so i got my first pay at prive. it definitely took &@!@**&#^*&() years. damn it.
gonna go for abit of shopping tomorrow. and manicure.
then to imm fish's chalet on monday. i was invited to go for it with the boyfriend. so i'll see how that goes. (:

i need to get a life.
nowww.