love me tonight,

wish i could turn back time;

2008-05-18T05:49:58Z

went to support the two lovelies at tp sports hall for their netball match finals. [:
felt how much i miss being around them and having the time of our lives.
they were the best sweetest people ive ever met in IJTP.
fuck RJC. HAHAHA. i dont care if any of you read this, maybe i seriously think that the referee was so damn biased.
i swear if i see that guy outside i would fucking bash him up luh. hahah.
fuckkk. i still can remember that tall GS freakk from rj. she is like nothing compared to nat luh. SERIOUSLY.
hahah.
but ohwell.
i still miss them now. lets all hang out sooon SBS ! (:

work at prive still sucks. now the job's much better but damn the people.
too much politics going around one same place.
and i seriously dont get whut they want trying to be on top of another.
like in the malay terms its called "angkat buah". -- carry balls.
HAHAHAHA.
fuck luh. im learning how to just ingore all these things and just do my work.
though i think those people are the most fucktard people i've ever met accept for siti and a few of the part timers.

my dad is being such a bitch.
ughhhhhhh.

that beautiful night with that lovely boy ;

2008-05-15T04:16:41Z

the new faci is like a lil bitch,
he's malay,
he talks non-stop,
he's forever loooking our way,
he spends one hour talking about one small part of the problem,
and worst, he is gonna take us for the rest of the semester.
gawdddd. my As!
HAHAHAHA. shit lur.

finally went Kbox(HAHAHA!) with the boy and its funny how we could spend 3 freaking hours in that cold FREEZING room singing to like damn random songs. and he sang this song damn well, its so ORGASMIC.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA okay nvm.
but i just love spending time with that boy i can go nuts every morning before i go t school.
many many <3333,
:]

i feel like joining touch rugby club (nope not in school) just to get fit.
and and it sounds like funn.
since i havent done sports in a thousand years.
and i am jiggly wiggly now that when i jump into the pool, the water splash into the next swimming pool.
and also considering the fact that i am actually in a sports course and not doing any sports.
hawhaw.
we'll see about that one.
maybe in a weeks' time.
I SMELL FUN. ((((((:

i wanna get more polaroid films.

and a lomo cam.
damnn it.
when is pay day?

and and my clothes is seriously shitxznitx runnning out.
geeez.

holy cowww.

2008-05-13T17:48:09Z

it was the worst night of my life. EVER. !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@%&
i never felt so fucked up, i felt like leaving whutever i was doing at work just to leave that fucked up place. seriously.
i could never imagined that place, where i started off clueless about working, turn out to be some shit hole ground now.
its quite saddening to see it become like that.
with all the fucked up staffs(on offence) who thinks that workplace is a playground.
in one night, i could feel my heart boiling it's like as if im working with a bunch of idiots who understands no shit about working as a team and communicating well with one another.
well there's too many things to say yet i cannot find the right words now.

and whut ain said was true, we people have got no right attitude towards doing the job well and make things so difficult for gar.
oh well. i was stumped for words but i managed to think it true and i felt that i am so glad i have a manager like gar, who tolerated all of us, since day one without giving up. i am proud of him swallowing it all along and look like he's standing strong but actually he's breaking as day passes.

i am gonna miss that place so much.
the people i get to work with, from the sups, to all the seniors to the newer ones that came after me. dee, louisa, alina, diane, azlan, renn, hasan, shariff, yati, gwen, pang, jiamin, june, jawk, sam, ven, sher.
and to those i forgot to mention, i think you guys were the best in wheelock though at times we have our own little disputes over things that happen when it gets busy, and we get annoyed over the littlest thing.

i'd never forget the scandals in the house, the thurs nights is perfect team night the laughters at work. the staff meetings where we voiced out whut we truly felt. whut we had against each other. from being a minah to whut nots.

i misss all of you. ~~though i hated some of you. HAHA.~~
how wheelock fish now is like nothing compared to those days back then.
its funny how an environment changed so much in only about a year.

fish and co wheelock is a place i loveee yet i hate at the same time.
that explains why i keep going back there though i feel like its no point now.

less than a month more.
and it will be left with only memories.

rockstarr ;

2008-05-12T05:26:09Z

shes my favourite in class((:
our hair lengths might be different, but our brains sure work the same!
HAHAHA. cant wait to work together. [:

school's damn slack i think i can post an entry every other hour.
hahaha. and *** ****** you got BUSTED.
thanks for hating me.
im liking the attention.
HAHAHA.

work later and i cant wait to spend it with my three favourite people.
YESSZA. monday slack night. (:
and with denise as MOD. boy oh boy.
:/

back to doing work. and its about viruses.
stupid trojan destroys my life.
hahaha. im crapping,
LETS GO. (:

second heartbeat ;

2008-05-11T16:26:59Z

they are the ones that keeps me sane in school.
and im glad i have them. (:

my favourite girl from E54J offered me this job which i hope i'd get cause im DYING to get out of prive.
(though it treats me better now)
hahaha.
then i can get my fridays or saturdays off without having to dread going to work.
stupid prive people.

i dont feel like going for staff party.
no point getting all excited for it and then in the end, it turns out like crap?
haha. ohwell. we'll see how that one goes.

and and,
i need more moools luh. its funny how money is never enough.
i feel damn poor uh. but then again, to think of those in africa, im quite blessed with whut i have.
so i'll just treasure it. heeehaw

i neeeeed my sleeep now.
eyebags eyebags, go away.

who am i to you?

2008-05-07T17:49:11Z

kakak send me this message about how i should be careful just in case i might get nagged when i get home.
tskkk. how asssholic.
i really have no idea whut he wants.
and all we can do now, is just bear with it.
hoping he'll somehow disappear one day.

school tomorrow and im definitely not looking forward to it.
but anyhow, i dont want to break the record of i-havent-pon-school-for-4-weeks-already.
awrighttt. hahaha.
see me more in schoool people!
hahah. thats so weird, coming from me.

i miss my bestfriend.
always have been.
cant wait for her to come back and then we can go for a holiday together. like finally.
it better happen cause ive started saving up for it(((:
threeemonthssss. ooohh yeah baby. :D
and during dinner, i suddenly thought of the decade in IJ and i suddenly miss all of those times.
especially the last two years. nothing beats the days i spend with those girls in class and every part of it.
i will always remember.
nat's message woke me up today and i was glad she still remembers me.
hahaha. i was like so shocked balls.
i misss youuu naaatttt.

had dee most amazing outing with boyfriend tonight and i was so over the top by the end of it, i din want to let him go.
hawhaw. how cheesy.
but i swear i wouldnt replace him for anything else in the world.
he swept me off my feet and i feel like i am actually someone valuable in someone's life.
thank you mohamad shahril. youre the sweeetest ever. (:
officially, its almost 5 months baby, and im still not sick of you.
and to be exact, its more than 9 months i started dating you. heeehaw.
more to come ayeee. (:

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

alright gottago.
gooodnight.
byeeee.
(:

facedown across the highway;

2008-05-06T03:53:11Z

this thing's really damn cool luh.
go try it. (:
http://www.crushcalculator.co.za/index.php?choice=crush&checklove=44325288

i feel like mama havent talk to me for a very long time.
maybe i havent seen her for more than 3 hours at any one time.
and shes pissed that i havent been spending time at home.
grhh. its annoying seeing her pull that black face to both of us. its like shes given up.
i can so tell.
lets hold back,
wait for a miracle.

i am so drained today i feel like going home to sleep. but then again, home.
today after school i will be home by 7. first time after eons seeing the sunset from home. hawhaw.
home home home, i miss.
: / randommm.

i need new songs in my mp3.
super backdated, im so sick of it.

i wanna take bike licence.
but then its gonna cost millions. ahahah. knowing me and my knowlegde of riding bikes.
and i wont be able to shop and my savings will all be gone.
should i? should i not?

wait till 20th july.
gahhhhh.

sugardadddddy?
rich boyfriend? hahahaha.

driven,

2008-05-05T03:19:57Z

school school school. yet again.
yanaaa finally came to school. after years. HAHA. totally a miracle yo.
was watching our youtube video and was laughing my guts out. HAHAHA.
its still hilarious after watching it 10 times. hahaha.
she said lets do another one. so we're gonna try do one today during our break. lets see. hawhaw.
and thankgod im quite hyped today. submitted my proposal and dont know if the advisor accepted it anot.
dumdum. he better accept sia. haha.
and im amazed i havent skipped school for four weeks already. like woo.

spent my sunday with boyfriend, marsbaby, yants, shari** and put.
awrighttt. awesome time yaw. (:
had dinner at newton and planned for a holiday together.
definitely cant wait for that one. [[:

prive still havent gimme my pay yet and im like broking. haha.
they promised to give tomorrow night and they better. or else.. hawhaw.

i tried the mcgriddles burger for breakfast at macs at 5 am in the morning.
i still prefer Sausage McMuffin. haha. the McGriddles burger taste sweeeeeet? eeeyer.
its like dipping your SMM in the hotcakes honey. haha.

work at fish tonight. ((:
after a long long time. i actually miss that place.
and worse, its gonna close down.
but oh well,

those are few of the thousands(haha, okay not really) polaroids taken from kakak's 21st chalet.
(:
im lazy to upload the rest.

mom made a birthday bash for her after the two and half days long chalet.

visited mint at molly's malone.

i was like; eyy take here no background sia.
alina; gott whut. i take with the "somerset" background.
hahaha.

loving their company. (:

i still have pictures from the outing in the camera. will upload when i have the time.
till then,

back to paying attention in class. hawhaw.
byee. (:

...

2008-05-02T07:36:39Z

i am so bored in class,
the lesson is so dry,
myra and fie cabot,
yanaa's not in school,
my phone batt's dying,
i've got a test later,
i am not sleepy,
i am having bad cramps,
i am freeezing.

i am so annoyed.

complained to boyfriend and all he did was gimme a call to listen and i felt muchh muchh better.
thankkkk you lovee.
i need it. (:

school is still not overrr. grrrhhhh.

someday,

2008-05-02T03:15:22Z

sulking faces in the morning.
i swear now i dont find a reason to stay home. even if i wanted to.
i hate home.
even kakak hates it. and i thank god i have her. the one whom i know will be there even when i dont see her often.
cause we're too caught up with my our own things.
so happy to see her enjoy her birthday celebration. it wasnt whut i expected, but i definitely enjoyed it much.
greatest company. i will upload pictures when i actually have the time to scan in polaroids.
hawhaw.

went over to boyfriend's and his grandmama was home.
shes so cute. i get reminded of my own since they look almost alike.
mars said something like, in a relationship the girl tend to be closer to the guy's family then the guy to the girl's and i actually agree with that.
funny how the guy's family can treat you so well and the girl's cant. stewwpid.
i think my parents still live the conservative life.
-_-

went out with mars baby yesterday and met up with alina and mary joy(her roommate) at fish.
thanks alina for the foood though we were quite sick of it.
hahah.
bugis streeet then to boat quay to visit mint and a bottle of beer on her. thanks sweet(:
molly's malone is sucha a cool place and i love the quiet ambience lurr.
went on to the riverside point bridge to meet boyfriend and went home togetherr errr.
missing that child now. pfft.

webcammed with him this morning and we were laughing our ass off at dont know whut.
HAHA! so dumb. i wish my microphone could work. i dont know how to work it luh. annoying.

birthday's in about two months and its scary how time flies superr fast, it feels like it was just yesterday we countdown to 2008.
mars was saying she would get for me anything i want for my birthday and i just have to name it and i'l get it.
hahaha. rich bitch. but shoo shweeet. thanks love. (:

i neeeeed a haircut soon. (bush bush.)
and i got so many things in mind to shop. trust me,when i finally have the money, i wont know whut to get.
hahaha. tskk.

finally cheap shopping this sunday with the shitxnits and i'm quite looking forward to that.
(((:

work tonight and tomorrow and im finally saying im enjoying work with the barfly people.
crazyy workk.
and 8 hours goes without saying cause we'll be eating away at the ulu side station and talking about stupid things.
i loikeeee. [:

and i love you sweetcheeks. (:

my addiction.

2008-04-29T17:21:09Z

i miss you since the last second you looked into my eyes.
its funny how i feel like he's grown to be a part of me.
everyday i wake up and the first thing i think about is him.
and every other minute of the day.
and before i go to sleep i wonder if he's thinking of me too.
you've become a part of me.
thank you for being my everything, sweetlove. you were the best i could ever ask for.

- - -

open hearts talk.

2008-04-25T07:07:00Z

i cant believe we share the same thoughts.
its like both sides felt the same, but just din want to share it.
glad we did.

molly and sally. :D

; credits goes to fieeeeeeelove.

tsk

2008-04-24T07:15:13Z

i miss his yummy smell.

i pervertly touch my dinner because my skin is itchy.

2008-04-24T01:35:23Z

i wasnt feeling very well mentally yesterday because i was too pissed off at home about some freaking reasons.
i was clearing clothes in my wardrobe that i tried multi tasking while doing it.
i tried watching the hills and antm on youtube,but failed terribly.
i fought with my boyfriend over something stupid i said.
i found out Girlfriend's dad passed away. my condolences. rest in peace,uncle.
i went to get my brows done. (i look gorgeously clean now) HAHA.
i went to town without eyeliner and ended up meeting Shari** and Mars at fish.
i was shocked to hear that fish closed because the sprinkler burst.(and so all the kitchen people got drenched wet)
i hanged out with Shari** after a gazillion years and i had such an awesomeee time.
i ended up taking the bus home with him because he was just too hard to resist.
i met a bastard singaporean who wasnt happy i was camwhoring with Shari** in the bus and claimed that "the light( or should i say "flash")was GLARING at him" . he scolded us with vulgarities and we did the same too. fucking C. (bestfriend taught me that term)
i came back home and came online only to find that my boyfriend left me a message that landed me in tears.
i fell asleep on my bed waiting for him to reply my msg.
im so tired of everything.

i woke up this morning thinking a start of a brand new day.
brand new beginning. leave aside whatever's been haunting me.

because i know its not gonna work being like this.

looking on the bright side,

i want a lomo. (:

and she never never fails to make my day in school.

i still like the second pic though my face got cut.
thanks fieeee. and i still want the rest of the picchazzz.
laterrr loves.

my motive is to make you go blind.

2008-04-21T16:33:44Z

haha. start of a brand new week.
im working only two days of the three and the rest is freeee dayy.
i think its time i stop being so hardcore. one week hardcore one week not.
heh.

nothing much happened except that i tend to get pretty cranky in school.
no idea why.
cant wait for the 8 weeks to be over.
and considering that this is already week 3.
holidays again! :D:D

kakak's birthday chalet this weekend and im pretty sexcited !
yeszzaa. she celebrate 21st concept 3 days 3 nights.
cool or whut.
got her present with babieey just now.
met up with him again.
endless dates, i loike. (:

maybe.i dont know whut to wear and zomggg.
im seriously in need of new clothes.
start updating my closet.
but like whut yanaa said, dont bother about clothes for now, SAVEUP!
we need to taste our dream. hawhaw.
4more months yaw. [[:

on a lighter note, i got my polaroid !
its not the one i wanted, but i shall look on the bright side.
the yghfbvajygfj polaroid is discontinued.
no more production. wahh liewww.
haha. i think im backdated.
but who cares, I LOIKE. ((:

i think i should stop ending my paragraphs with a smiley.
sleeep early yaww!
hehh.

nothing matters,

2008-04-18T03:19:48Z

work was good but i was greeter. and i hate doing greeter though its easy peasy during weeknights. and there's a new kid on the block. her name's izza too. HAHA. izza 1 and izza 2. there goes bryan disturbing us the whole time. even doris ! i swear fish&co is RP infested. even deeban from TSL is in RP too. hahaha. wtheck.
closing supervisors was thee shitsz and we had so much fun in the office bitching about anything and evrything.
hahaha. awesomee.

kit the destroyer to my lappie. beat ehhh. she had to pull out my keypads. wah lieww.
i cant believe my mom was even on its side.
pfft.

in class now and everyone is soo sleeepy and not responding to the faci.
and im here blogging. haha. he spend like 20 minutes on one part of the question? WAH. bull.
keeeel myself. and we're gonna have a PP(professional profiling) briefing later.
upcoming project. so much for RP being slack.
not when youre in year 2. goddamn.

sharifffffff darling, where art thou? i misses youu.

and we all know who he chose in the long run.
he wasnt even yours to begin with.
WHUT leftovers.
deal with it.

take me far away with you baby.

saw loser.

2008-04-17T03:21:52Z

i just love beeeeetching with yanaa.k, cause letting out whut i have t say just feels so greatt.
awesome time yaw. another seeesha date baby?
hawhawkit'spaw.
and school today is borringgggg.
whut sports business. and accounts? gawdd. that is SO secondary school.
hahaha. and the faci is soo irrits. she thinks she's damn cool. just because she's going to mauritius for her honeymoon.
i also can kayy.
hahahah.

i know im backdated but i am so getting a polaroid by this weekend.
boyfriend's accompanying me this sunday. [[[: yay yay yay.
cant wait for those countless dates. ((:
i love you lurr.
( oh i cant believe i bitch with my boyfriend too. heehaww.)

and he smells so nice, im missing it tonight.

talked to bestfriend two nights ago and she told me she crashed her car! hahaha, that girl is so funny.
i can imagine the look on her face when she crashed it.
and then she'll go, "omg. my dad's so gonna kill me. omg omg."
HAHA. love that child to bits.
shes gonna be backk at the end of the year and longer this time.
we're planning on going for a holiday. awesome timee baby.
lets make it happen.
[:

freedom of speech and freedom of choice.
you just din get whut you wanted.
so get over it.

suke hati kau luh,

dont make me hate you.
(tapi aku benci pompuan isap rokok tak tau tarikk. tak mo mcm paham luh. waste of time.)

byee honiess.

behind those smile, lies this timid girl.

2008-04-13T12:51:47Z

i am too drained from going to school and work at the same time, sometimes i feel like just giving up. do nothing, just do nothing. as much as i hate going to school, i finally am adapting well to my course and the things i learn. but one thing to it is that i really dont know where i'd go after this. like i dont have a proper aim in life. i think i have to start thinking about it. whut am i going to be in 10 years time?
problems just keeps coming in and i seriously am sick and tired of handling each and every one of it. i feel like im breaking and falling. how i wish i could just live a carefree life and care about nothing except being happy? doing things i love to do and just basically live life like how i want it to be.

dear god,
give me the strength to ignore, once again. i was doing perfectly fine, i swear.
but i suddenly lost that grip. my steady feet failed me.
and i feel lost and incomplete. just bring me back to where i was,
its just that one thing i ask for.
strength.
give me the strength to be strong. and face all of it, dont chicken out.
):
i havent lost faith in you.
be with me always,

thankyou.

oh paranoia. you're a habit i need to break.

& just so everybody knows, i havent seen my boyfriend since last thursday and i miss him, alot. we are too caught up with school and work and i swear spending time with each other just once a week, is not enough.
i havent had the time to spend time with the people i want to meet badly, i am losing out.
i miss my bestfriend i cant wait for her to come back at the end of the year where we can have the time of our lives just having so much fun.
i cant wait. i really cant.

sister's chalet coming up next, and i can hardly wait.
for now, its back t school work school work school work.
i wish i could stop this never ending cycle.
at once.

edited;

HAPPY 18TH MY DEAR GOOD FRIEND.
i am really really really sorry i totally forgot your birthday yesterday.
was too caught up with too many things, like work work work, i even forgotten one of my closest friends birthday!
i hope you had fun on your birthday, and i hope me wishing you late wont have an impact on you.
at least i wont feel that bad. (haha.)
ughh. i feel like ive failed as a friend.
i am reaally sorrry kay.
so anyway, happy birthday natalie long xin mei. i love you always.
really missed those times we spent together throughout the last 2 years in IJ and it was definitely great having you as my good friend. through goood times and bad.
those memories, i'd never forget.

(but yes, i forgot your birthday.
goddamnnit.)

tannn date.

2008-04-10T03:06:21Z

ooooh. i loike.
finally the beachdate with deee beetchess.
some of the other pics are at

bapakkauboncet
haha, one narcissist bitch and one shygalxdotcom bitch. hahaha.
she told us not to post her pretty hot pictures.
haha.

in class now and its.so.boringggg.

muke tak lei angs.(face cannot maintain)
hawhawkit'spaw.

lets make this

2008-04-09T12:15:29Z

first two days of year 2 pretty dull though i thot it would be much better than first year.
it was nice meeting new people from the same course though all of us were pretty much caught up with our own things.
i swear im already getting bored of school.
tsktsk.
thank god there's the girls. we can make this. (:
7 more weeks to go.
hahaha,

countdowns forever.

it was a stayhome today cause i was too shagged from work last night.
dont think i can do it. like juggle school and work together.
aiyerr. i need time to adapt.
mom's asking me to support myself on my own and that just sucks.
but i'll learn.
learn not to depend on them anymore.
learn how not to take things for granted.
and learn to love whut we already have.
be grateful and cherish it.

gonna go date with the boyfriend tomorrow.
i lovee. [: he taught me to be a much better person now.
i was pretty messed up back then, not knowing how to think right and do whuts right.
glad i have him. that, im thankful for. (: i love you baby.

cant wait for shariff darling to be done with his assessment. i miss that child. ):
we need to go shoping soooon. another haunt and im sure am excited for it.
we leetches need time out from whutever we're doing just to chill.
haha, that applies for mas too.
stop working so much at fish! hahaha. we gotta go out before you start school. hawhaw.

i need some respect. have a lil faith in me.

2008-04-03T07:12:20Z

i was hvcjebygfkyeynlynr pissed cause my mom just had to fucking scream at me when i was on the phone at 2 am in the morning.
that is not even considered late for a oh-i-can-sleep-till-late the next day. she was totally shouting and screaming like as in i was some idiot who just killed her husband.
aku rase dier tak dapattt uh. perrr. she is so menopausing i feel like asking my dad to fuck her.
hahahahahaha. okay, now im the rude one. hahaha.

damn it. i'm stil so pissed.

and i cant webcam with the MACidiots cause they think mac is oh so cool but actually is much of a hassle when using as compared to normal pc. aku tau luh white color laptop putih putih lawa, tapi tak ya luh beli mac kan! ingatlah orang yang pakai normal pc.
hahahah. cb.

im gonna be 300 richer by this sat.
and another 300 richer by the 10th.
ooooh i loike.

first thing on my mind now,
i neeeeeeeeeed a nu phone.
heee.
then settle my bills. and maintain a below 50 bill for the next month.
then lets goo. i can save some and spend the rest!
yanaaa and i was planning to diet in school so we can save money and stop acting like rich bitches by going sheesha-ing almost every other day.
hahahaha. okay not really luh. but we gotta start saving up yaw!
and also, start bringing lunch boxes to school and act like a school kid.
hey ho lets go. :D haha.

and the much awaited beach date will be this saturday morning before i make i way to work and im so sexcited!
finally a beach date before school start. haha. (:

and my schedule for school is 4 days a week and off day on wed.
that is totally shitznits i get to spend one more day at home/go out in the middle of the week.
excited for school,

time for work. and dee sissy is starting her first day today! yay!
:D

did i mention i love this girl to bits, that i cant imagine how it'll be not having her around?
[: blood runs thicker than water.

i feel like piercing my tongue.
(though isaac and ain look pretty much in pain after a day piercing it, shoud i?)
hmm.

i scream to the world,

2008-03-29T05:57:32Z

oh yes, one MID in school wanna beat me up. i think its me.
because i was looking at her. okay not at her, but whut she wore.
totally two different things yaw. and get your freaking facts right. we gave you that blur face because we simply couldnt be bothered with a MINAH IN DENIAL like you. you asked for it yourself. we wouldnt bother look at you, if it werent for that super tight white hot pants that snuggles up your pretty much fats filled filthy ass. we totally wouldnt care.
hello. if you think people look at you cause you're hot, then im sorry to say totally not.
hawhaw that rhymes.
beat the crap out of me ke perrr. so not.
i qoute, pukimak nyer pompuan. even my minah friends dont say that when they get stares out there.
talk about being a full fledged, minah in denial.

hahaha, she is one annoying mofo.
i cannot stand. oh welll.
buat bodoh sudahhh naaa.
kite chill sudah. tak yah jadi minah gado gado ni sume.
takde mase ehh.
hahaha.
busokkk.

and im gonna go for the acjc fanorama later!
and then rushed to work.
talk about shortage of staff at fish.
now at prive too. cause the foreigners at work were send to lock up cause they've got no work permit. hahahaha.
so tonight shall be, 4 out of the usual 15 staffs on floor, on a saturday night.
lets go guys! hawhawkit'spaw.

dead meat.

hang in there.

2008-03-27T17:46:16Z

new semester.
new rules.
new beginning.
new crowd.
new sluts.
hawhawkit'spaww.

i somehow cant wait for school to open.
its gonna be TEN FUCKING WEEEKS soon.
hmm..
of whut? uhhhh.. work?
.
okay shall blog another day,
shagged from work today(but i'm loving the $$$).
hahaha.

and and i love shahril.
hah. how random.

totally lost it.

2008-03-25T05:35:45Z

what a night
i dont wanna talk about it.

i have beautiful french-like manicured nails.
i wanna go for a holiday.
i wanna have ten more weeks of holidays. ha ha.
i feel like going to the beach.
i feel like getting another haircut. like i havent had enough of short short hair.
i feel like getting on the cable car and look at beautiful singapore. rightt.
i feel like eating kokocrunch with milk.
omg,random.

i hate my atittude.
i hate my guts.
i hate you.

if you knew my story. word by word.

i need to get my arse to wheelock for some consoling session.
lets go.

blame it on the weather.

2008-03-22T17:12:20Z

the workaholic wasnt so workaholic anymore. she fell ill on the second hardcore day after working. and left with another two more hardcore days. wahahaha. yes i fell sick on friday which means going to the iehkwjehfkjugfj doc's and wasting 46 freaking bucks on it. i swear that was utterly crazyy cause i've never spend that much each time i visit the doc. aiyer as long as im fine now, then its okay!
hahaha. and so i got my first pay at prive. it definitely took &@!@**&#^*&() years. damn it.
gonna go for abit of shopping tomorrow. and manicure.
then to imm fish's chalet on monday. i was invited to go for it with the boyfriend. so i'll see how that goes. (:

i need to get a life.
nowww.